After.

I never know what I should name posts... mostly cuz I never know how my thoughts would flow and what sort of content I will end up with. I usually have a basic idea and then I start writing about it. That's why today's post is just called 'after'... after the funeral, after my mom's passing, after this phase of life. Just... after. 

I feel better today. Release. Rest. I told one of the girl ppl that today is the crash day - when all the adrenaline stops and suddenly you have nothing much to do and there's time to think and feel and everything just shuts down for a while... after that though - I feel better. 

Took today to just be for a while. Breathe in, breathe out. Reminisce. 

Tomorrow is another day. 

peace,

Ren