Busy busy...

With funeral planning - one can plan as much as one wants beforehand but there still will be much more to do. 

With dealing with people - family and friends and their own sorrow about mom's passing.

With filling my day - went to funeral home to arrange for funeral earlier yesterday. Had satsang-type wake last night - it was the sort of event that my mom would have loved - family and friends in one place in remembrance of something. I'm glad last night went that way - it is a remembrance of her after all. 

I'm tired... and I miss her. I keep looking for her face in the crowd or her voice on the wind. Grief - I'm feeling it.

peace,

Ren