End of birthday week.

I've mentioned in a previous post that May 5th was my due date but that I was born a week early. I use that as a sign... I'm supposed to have an entire birthday week. 

I've been through a lot of emotions this week... more ups and downs than is usual for me. 

I spent time with family, the cute guy, friends and myself. 

It's very important to make time to just be with yourself. Breathe and dream and say a little prayer for you... 

I got cake... so much cake! Cake is *so* good but now I need to exercise... forever. 

I've been car hunting and job hunting and will hopefully have something to show for that soon enough. 

I forgot to buy a lotto ticket but it's rolled over so I still have time (next jackpot is $14,000,000.00). 

I read and I watched cartoons. I slept with the Cat on my feet. I gave the Dog bellyrubs. 

I miss my mom and I've been reading some of her writings... one day I think I'll write something about cancer and mom and me... maybe one day soon. 

No matter how down I get there's always something to lift me up. 

Hopefully, there's something to lift you up as well. 

peace,

Ren