Observations

"Right now, and in every now-moment, you are either closing or opening. You are either stressfully waiting for something – more money, security, affection – or you are living from your deep heart, opening as the entire moment, and giving what you most deeply desire to give, without waiting." ~David Deida

I try each time I blog to find a quote that resonates with what I'm feeling as I write... sometimes these quotes have hardly anything in common with what the actual blog post may be about... sometimes they provide the focus for the post.

Today I have been both closed and open. 

Work and management and expectations about how things should be and visions of how I want them to be lead to my being closed. Hopefully at some point those visions will help me be more open... will help me identify what it is career-wise/work-wise that I want to give. 

This evening I went out with the cute guy. It is fun and interesting and I feel as though each moment is new and exciting. It's a learning experience and I'm trying to be fully present in this experience. Somewhat scary... somewhat satisfying. 

It's easier to be more open in some areas of one's life. Hopefully one day I'll be able to say that I'm open... living from my deep heart with every experience.

Hopefully you'll be able to say the same.

peace,

Ren